dad is sick again

All of Yusra's chidlren are in the iblad with Dad. He had another stroke and is in the hospital. Najat told me dad is ta'baan. Nassri called adn told me hes going to be back in the iblad until the 30th. I am not sure I'm going.


I think they want me to go.


the fact that they're all there tells me somethign is serious

back home

I've been back a few weeks now. Locked myself in my house on the leather couch that Randy got for me and did translation and made two thousand dollars. the computer kept working

thank God. Since then i got two sofas. I was going to Jaleel's house for his birthday and I got lost and saw two sofas for free.. nice brown ones.

I told Andrew and he helped me with his black truck to bring the sofas.

I am sitting on them now. Very nice. Haleluay

I was at Gypsey Den today Aaron was ncie to me

I sang Simple Man

i did Rub Inte Qareeb

Listening to RAshid ---

lots of reason for jealousy etc.

had dream "Two turtles died." One turtle I think survived.
I sent Karen a message to come over after the show. She had plans to go to church

i'm feeling longing to be with her and emptiness that only happens when you get close enough to feel longing

Father help me.

when I had the dream I felt like the Holy Spirit cares about my marraige He's as concerned about it as Mom is and more

went to Gypsey Den and did Simple Man with harmonica. I thought it was OK not rapturous response. then did Rabi inte Qareeb