Identity Message (Dad will go home tomorrow)

Preached in church today about the ways to overcome sin which includes the identity of the believer. Dad is in hospital still will go home tomorrow. Najat wants me to go with her probably to get the money from Ihmaydi.

Najwa supposed to come tomorrow.

One reason I’m here is dad. Another is Ihmaydi stayed five months and I felt I should be here. He bought grace for the rest with his good deed.

Rahifa is here right now.

I spent some time with Rami and he is still wanting to leave. I gave him 100 shekel to bring me home  from church

Good to have Michael and Jackie back.

Dr. Khaled came and had dad stand up. That was good

Not sure how to feel. Mom wants me to go back.  I want to. I’m feeling a little trapped to be honest even though I haven’t renewed my visa yet.

Am not feeling too great but still have a glimmer of hope.

Its going to cost a lot to pay for this hospital stay. I’m glad I get one more night away from the house

Dad just cried. I asked him why, He said, “They said something about something…” but it is Bab al Harra made up show. I told him its all lies.

He cries about everything. Waleed said I should give him anti depressants but Dr. Aziz said no. Dr. Khaled also said that anti depressants lower the system rather which isn’t good.


Good news Juju of Juju's DAncing got engaged today -- she will marry