a day that began in the

a day that began on the night before
Dad was grunting searching for the floor
his wife she was nervously standing by the door
and I tried to keep the ground from falling in
It a daily ritual, nightly to be sure
what awaits and how no one knows for sure
dad will start his agitations i will start to sweat
even in the coldest night, bed linens are wet
Father up in heaven, I'm calling like a man
Who understands how far and near we stand
I'm so unworthy of Your honors and grace
I'm so in need of Your hand to move this place
A mountain to an ocean
A tree into a sea
the roots still long and hanging
for everyone to see
there's things inside this heart of mine
I try so to conceal
they boil sometimes to the surface
depending how I feel
Your Holy Spirit river
made a walk around
the unforgiving agitations
in this heart I found
One man called it unbrideled
One man calls it free
I find the contradiction
Staring back at me
I dare not judge myself
Like Paul one days said
I'll lean upon the pillar
Lay my weary head
FAther please in Jesus' Name
Don't be too upset
With my failure to measure up
To what I think I could
It's just a few more days
and then my turn to fly
Lord if I could thank YOu
For what You've done inside
The river of living water
That flows day to day
The bread of life that satisfies
and keeps me on the way
Jesus Lord Beloved Friend
I'm sorry for my sins
I thank You Oh So for Your grace
Please keep me in Your hands
And let me soar to heights in You
Your glory here to show
The errors of my past mistakes
Into the sea You pour
Help me make a difference
If only these few days
Given by Your grace to me


there was an opeartion at the Salfit junction and one Israeli soldier was killed. I'm not happy with the glee I see about the killing.

We went and got a wheel chair for dad. I paid the 500 shekels for the deposit. We get it back when we return the chair if no problems with it.