crazy night

spent most of yesterday with Dad in the house. went out a while with Najat to ramallah and to the doctor to see about dad's perscription for cancer.

i drove.

then we came back. on the way dad we talked about the cancer..i told everythinig as dad sat and listened.

then when we got back, dad wouldn't take off his coat and keffiyeh and I and Yusra both tried and he wouldn't. Finally, he took hold of me and started talking, real important like. I didn't understand. It was all over the place as far as I could tell. Finally he forced me to take him outside to the gate. I was trying to get him to come back in he wouldn't. 

he said my wife and good and a few other words i could figure out

finally he had me walking him out to the street. I called Najat and told her that I was worried about him

she came with Nehaya

we talkead until we reached the end of the street and then Najat came. he walked really good
I thought we could keep walking but I was worried he would get weak and we wouldn't be able to make it back then Najat came. it was night time at the corner

we got in and drove around. ended up getting him Chicken at Hardees. He was really funny telling Najat where to dirve an threatening to hit her with his cane. When we went by the DCO Najat asked which way, DAd said left. She said they will shoot us. HE said "Shoot you." I think he was joking.

i guess I learned not ot just let him push me around. he just keeps pushing me outside and to do things.

we are looking to get him a wheel chair