kind of wanted to go to a wedding today here in the village. i don't know anyone and I dont' have money to give

not sure if i should go. am feeling bad sitting here all day with dad

was going to go sit in front of akel but they are doin their carpet sale and i don't feel particualry welcome there
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felt bad for dad

we came back home

its 12:10
fed dad and ate and am sitting in my room writing

got nervous becaue Yusra brought out the suitcase. makes me think she's got plans
i understand her desire to flee